This is my Feelings about the things happening around me

Friday, July 13, 2012

Inti people???

happy....is there any things that can happy after i come to this university???inti is a good option for me????i wonder how good is inti.....almost everyone saying that inti is a good place to study...but all i know is inti like a hell.....if i got a second change to choose which college i want to go.....1st thing is i wont choose inti again.....why i say like this...after i come here...i found out that people in here like everyone put a mask on their face.every move they that got a motive.example like in the class.why he choose me become a teammate.cause i know how to solve the math.give them answer but in the end the assignment end up like a piece of shit.i just keep quiet and dont talk about it.report last minute said got problem with the printing.the spelling that not sure also not checked until i found out that was a mistake.hostel......even worst.i kdont know how to say about that.since i get here.i found out that i lost about RM100 cash and 2 4gb pendrive gone.it not me that i didnt keep it safe.i keep the 1st pendrive that i bought from my hometown in my drawer.that time the drawer lock is spoiled.i keep in side and i found out already gone when i want to use the pendrive.the second pendrive also gone in my hostel.this time i got lock but in my drawer and that a new one(haven open it).this time is i wake up in the morning and i open my drawer.the drawer cant lock????i just ask the accommodation people help me to fox it and now it spoiled again and this time my second pendrive also gone.two pendrive gone within a month and now i start to suspect that my roommate stole it.the problem is i cant speak out.we are saying together and i hope that our friendship wont become enemy.but there a thing it happen again.......my cash....i wonder how it disappear.i think about it whole day.i wont spent RM50 in a day.where my money had go.the first time RM50 missing when i want to pay for a lunch.i open my wallet and found out why there so little cash in my wallet.this time i cant do anything cause i dont know when it had gone.the second time is RM20.this make me more hate about the people in inti.i went back to hostel and my friends want to play the games in my computer and i allowed them to come in.i said to them that i want to take a nap and i put my wallet on the table.there are 2 friends in my room that time.one had go to the gym before i taking nap.and the other one still playing and i stared to take my nap.i dont know what is happening when i m sleeping.after i waked up.my friend still playing and my roommate had come home.after that my friend had left and i continue to fb-ing.we had lunch together after 30mins.this is the time when i figure out my money was gone again in the next day when i paying my dinner.this had make me upset again.my friend also become a suspect in my list.the third time.this time my suspicious to my roommate become higher.let me tell u the story.after that incident happen i make a decision that i wont take anymore money to outside if i not using the money.but it already make me upst because my money gone again.my roommate is coming home i till playing my games.suddenly my friend had call me out for study.so i left my wallet in the box with a lock on ti.i going downstairs to wait my friends.20minutes,he haven came so i decide to went back my room and take my wallet.i scared the security asking me to show id.taking out the wallet and i put in my bag (hate to put in my pocket cause very irritating).i went to study for awhile.the second day i went out for my lunch.i found out my RM50 missing (taken out after a day and haven use it).this make me very angry about it.i have lost RM120 withing month (RM70 in a week) and my pendrive.(each for RM9).what the hell is going on???is all the people like this?????i have trust you all and what i get is this???is there what have i done to you all????how i going to tell my parents????saying that i go eat and use it so much money???this incident make me dont want to study in inti anymore.and i figure out almost everyone in inti cannot be trusted.i think i maybe happier if i am alone.1 more week to go.hope that my things wont gone again.

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

FRIENDSHIP

F” is for Fun…………That friends share when they are together.
“R” is for Reliability….A true friend is someone that you can always
rely on.
“I” is for Interest…….Someone who is genuinely interested in you,
your fears, joys, and life.
“E” is for Energy………They pick you up when you are down, and give
you the energy to go on and believe in yourself.
“N” is for Nothing……..Nothing is ever too much, no matter what time
it is, night or day.
“D” is for Distance…….Although the miles may separate you, a true
friend is never far away.
“S” is for Secrets……..Your feelings and personal/private thoughts
that you can only share with a friend.
“H” is for Happiness……The way I feel when we are together.
“I” is for Inseparable….Through good times and bad, tears and
laughter. A friend will always be there for you.
“P” is for Perfect……..The friendship

Thursday, November 25, 2010

arg.....because that things i cannot sleep well tonight...........

i turn off my fb.....not to think what had happen.....

i go to my bed,but my brain still thinking all things.....
i ask myself why like this........
i have to say sorry for all those friend that i make them angry that day.

finally,
i sms them with the word 'sorry' that come out from my heart.
some reply me.....

two of them already forgive me.....
they say never mind,but
i still think my sorry is not enough

another two of them haven reply me.
i think they very angry with me.
i think they wont forgive me fovever.
until i died....

luckily got one people,(also one of the people that i hurt)
cheer me up with her sms.
thx to her.
i feel better.

but i still cant sleep.
i try to close my eye's get into sleep.
my brain always come up that picture i hate it so much.
i wish i wont spoil their happiness

i felt sorry for them and i wont forgive myself what i had done to them.
sorry~~~~dont angry
now i know that feeling hurt someone who want become your friend fovever.
and i dont want this feeling again...
I HATE THIS FEELING.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

OMG!!!!!i dont want this happen...T^T sorry my friends especially racheal

today we supposed hada great time with my friends but......i spoil all the things just because i shy to give her present.

yesterday,i call my best friends to go out.i'm so excited

early in the morning,she sms me wake me up.
she take taxi go there cause she dont have people fetch her.

its is 8.45am....she reach a'famosa and i still in bath room.
when i see her sms that she reach there,i quickly dress myself and go there.

i reach macdonald as usual we gather together when we had out going.
i dont realize that she sit at a corner.
it was very funny cause twice i dont see her but she saw me.

after we had met each other,we follow our plan to go a'famosa.
she said she never been there before.she was excited she wait this movement for a long time.
she catch some picture for her memories.
i saw my phone clock and it still 9.30am.
i decide to go museum which are free to enter.

10am.yeah...
finally reach 10am.
dp open,but some shop still prepare their things.
we go the cinema (gsc) buy movie ticket.
there are so many movie that one of my friend watched liao.
we dont know want to watch which movie than i suggest we wait them come and dicuss.

11pm.....
dream bix open....we have nothing to do.
she want go in to sing,then i just agree.
it was fun in there cause her voice very nice.not like me.
2 hours.....we stay in there 2 hours.......
we also have lunch in there.
my food still ok.but her's food......not very nice.

1pm.......others friends are coming.....we also came out from dream box........
before that,one of my friend called me whather i reached there or not.
my answer was NOT.

we walk and walk to find another friend which had job in dp.
we dont saw him cause he today off even we go there twice.
we met one friend's which i called him out.
he was sitting there eat rice and talking to his friends.
we pass by and he saw me with racheal.
ya........the man saw us is the friend who just call me when i'm in dream box.
we just pretend like we are not met before.
just walk and walk.

suddenly,she say she want buy a cloth cause her shirt......
then i wait her 5 mins,then she sms me that ask me go meet other friends.
i dont do what she told me to do.
i go to buy a present which i promise her long time ago.
i found a nice present but i didnt buy it that time.

all friends are meet each other except me(still finding) and racheal (buying cloth)
i ask them go buy movie ticket first then i go find them.
there are many incoming call asking where am i now.
racheal is calling me...

i pick up the phone then i say i not with them.
she wanted find me and go to find another girl.
that girl's mom didnt let her out with bf.
she go and fetch her cause with that reason.

2pm........my friends are calling me back.
they say they bought harry potter at 3pm.
they bought 4 tickets.cause two of them already watch.
one of the ticket was throw away cause another friend dont want watch.

3pm..movie time!!!!
we go inside but that girl with me all day didnt go in cause she already watch.
three of them go shopping and the rest go watch movie.
that movie not very good as i though but still ok.
before the movie end,she sms me again.
she say she want go bowling.
my answer always ok...ok...ok...

the movie end,we go out cinema........
i borrow one of my friend's jacket because i'm cold inside there.

and the most part i hate is coming.....

i suddenly disappear,tht i say i got something need to settle.....
i go buy the present i want give her without other poeple knew it.
i very scare they knew it cause this year i had many gossip with many girls.

i sms her call her out.but i think she dont know my meaning.
they all sit together at burger king except me...
they call me many times but i.........
arrgggg.....
suddenly headache.....
that time i feeling not so good.....
i wait and wait.
they also wait and wait.......

one hour,two hours had pass......
i still not going there.....
i decide to go home with a reason my father want me go home.......
i left the things at a shop where that friend had job there.

ya....then i go home.....
i take a nap cause i was too tired.
almost three days didnt slp well.....

after taking a nap,
i sms her dont angry.
but she didnt reply until now.

at the same time i also make many people angry because me........

SORRY!!!!!my friends.i also dont want this if i knew this will happen.........
SORRY!!!!!i hope we can become best friend forever......